While I am always aware of my idealistic side, the side that sees the best, hopes for the best, even dares to expect the best… I never trust it. For all intents and purposes, that personality trait reminds me of a small child. No matter what happens, it’s optimistic. So carefree and wide-eyed… so naive and vulnerable.

In the end, it’s only reality and logic that I give any credence to. I will protect myself at all costs. I must always remember to not get so caught up in what could happen that I ignore what is happening

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  1. mahhhlon posted this